Look, I know I ask you for things all the time but this is so important. I don’t want you to immediately hand him over to me as a boyfriend, I know that’s too much, I just want you to send my best friend back into my life. He meant so much to me and he always will, sure I have other feelings for him now but he was still always my best friend, first and foremost. Please, if you could, get him to text me and get us to hangout again… I want nothing more than to talk like we used to and go do fun things together. Seriously, if nothing else happens I’ll be disappointed but a friendship is better than nothing; I’d rather have him in my life that way than not at all.
I’m scared, as I’m sure you already know. Change really hurts me and throws me off, it’s my least favorite thing. I love spontaneity but I don’t like completely changing things at all. I hate changing friends, I hate changing up what I order at restaurants, I hate when my classes change from semester to semester. I can’t imagine how I’m going to transition like that, leaving my life and friends two hours behind. It’s scary. Help, please.